Song lyrics Angry Neurotic Catholics by Carnivore

I'm suffering from depression
the anger turned within
what do i gain for all my pain
perhaps i seat in heaven?
don't do what you want
do what you're though right
your life is built on paranoia and guilt
don't forget your valium to night
the agony i must endure
my mind is painful and swells
the punishment for what i've done
is forever the paints of hell
how come what is natural
has to be a sin?
why would god give me this urge
if i cannot give in?
they say don't give up
that jesus loves me
but there are something he doesn't forgive
and am there fare worthless
and i don't deserve to live
i went down into my dazement
confused and depressed
put black sabbath on
razor blade on hand
a wilkenson i think
ten slashes on each arm
my only wrong doing
was being born human
and following my instincts
i never was happy
i never was save
so i shall be extinct
the last i am pure
witness mysanguneous penance
i don't need anyone
my souls been set free
death is total independence
stand up straight
stomach in
shoulders back
sound off
angry neurotic catholics
it's a sin
angry neurotic catholics
it's a sin