Song lyrics Change by Staind

If ever you had said to me before
That I would live this life that I am
Living now I guess itīs all so strange
To feel the way I do inside but
Have so much that I could feel some
pride for in my life so why is it that
I feel like this

How do I feel? Iīve been here before.
Iīve felt this.
Retreat to a place, a place within me.
I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
torture me like it used to.

I try and try to break away from all the hate
Iīm feeling for every one of you thatīs ever
done me wrong. I need to justify the reasons
for the way Iīm living. I guess I canīt īcause
I donīt feel like I deserve it

How do I feel? Iīve been here before.
Iīve felt this.
Retreat to a place, a place within me.
I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
torture me like it used to.

So now the waves they have subsided
And my soul is bleeding I canīt take away
all the shame I feel. Forgive me.

How do I feel? Iīve been here before.
Iīve felt this.
Retreat to a place, a place within me.
I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
torture me like it used to.

AGAIN!