Dedicate song lyrics Borrowed Time by Architects

I'm looking back on a time when I could say I actually thought I cared about you
But after everything I've been put through
I realise that I've been living with false hope
It's drowning out my senses
I realise that I've been living with false hope
It's drowning out my thoughts

This has got oh so confusing
And I've only got myself to blame
I can't believe...oh what was I thinking
I've only got myself to blame

You mean nothing to me
And you never fucking did

I can't stand to listen to your excuses anymore

I can only pray that you feel so alone
A guilty conscience hangs over your head
I can't believe...oh what was I thinking
I've only got myself to blame
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But maybe I'm the only one to blame in all of this
I've got nothing to depend on anymore