Dedicate song lyrics Close To Me by Ballyhoo

All these things I do to keep you close to me
And every day?s another day from what we used to be
I don?t know what I?ve been thinking
?Cause this is much like hell
Its days like this, I must insist
I?m not doing so well

Oh no, get lost in you
Like you know, I often do
And I wonder if you?re proud of me
If you can hear me, shout at me
I need to kill this doubt in me for good
So help me now to let you go
So I can live
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I think about these last 10 years
And what they?ve done to me
And I don?t think it?s worth it
?Cause it?s just not fun to me
What if I just killed myself
And never spoke again?
Could you make your way back through the darkness
And meet me at the end?