Gamushara ni nanika wo sagashiteta
Tsumazuitemo ii kara maeni
Bakageteru no wa wakatteru,
Tada koukaisenu you hashiru no sa
Shinraidekiru no wa jibun dake de
Nakama nante iranakatta
Nanimokamo ni mukatteita yaiba
Shishun no hane wa moroku hakanai
Tsuyokunaritai hitori de ikiru tsuyosa wo
Hontou wa uragirareru no ga kowai dake
Nigete bakari ja nani hitotsu kawaranai to
Wakatte iru no ni kawarenu boku ga iru
Hokorashige ni kazashiteta kodoku to iu [puraido] wa
Yakunitatanu risou e to nigeru tame no hane datta
Hokorashige ni kazashiteta jikoshuchou to iu riot
Kono hikari no mukou ni wa jiyuu nado nakatta n'da
Tennage bluely days
Areteita mainichi ni oboreteta n'da
Kizuitara kodoku seotteta
Tsurakatta. hontou wa hitori nante ne
Nozonde nakatta n'da
Hokorashige ni kazashiteta kodoku to iu [puraido] wa
Yakunitatanu risou e to nigeru tame no hane datta
Hokorashige ni kazashiteta jikoshuchou to iu riot
Kono hikari no mukou ni wa jiyuu nado nakatta n'da
Tsuyogatte bakari ja hontou no kao wasurechau kara
Tama ni chikara wo nuite dareka ni tayoru koto mo daiji desu
Kizutsuite, kizutsuite, kizutsuite, nakitai toki wa
Oozora ni mukatte oogoe de sakende mite
(i dont want to forget to myself)
(i want to be my again)
Konna yowai boku no tame ni senaka oshite kureta
Chichi ya haha ya nakama no hagemasu koe ga boku ni hikari kuremashita
Hokorashige ni kazashiteta kodoku to shishunkizu wa
Yakunitatanu risou e to nigeru tame no hane datta
Aoku hareta ano sora ni jiyuu ga aru to suru nara
Kono hokoritakaki hane ga chigiretemo kamawanai
Boku wa hashiridashiteta gamushara ni sora wo megakete
Hane wo hiroge tobitatta rakka ten wa jiyuu na no dato
Subarashiki kazoku wo mochi subarashiki nakama wo motte
Saikou no hibi datta umare kawattara mata aou...
I was frantically looking for something
it's okay to stumble, so go forward
I know it's foolish, I just run on without regret
the only one I can trust is myself, I didn't need friends
the fangs I bared at anything and everything
sexual stuff in adolescence is delicate and fleeting
I wanna be strong, give me the strength to live on my own
honestly, I was just scared of betrayal
I knew that nothing would change if I kept running away
but I couldn't change myself.
the loneliness I prided myself on
was a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams
the self assertion I prided myself on called 'RIOT'
there was no freedom, nothing beyond this light.
Teenage Bluely Days
I was drowning in each rough new day
before I knew it I was shouldering such loneliness
It was hard. To be honest,
I really didn't want to be on my own.
Taken from AlbumSongAndLyrics.comSince always pretending to be strong makes one forget one's true face
It's important to occassionally loosen up and rely on others
hurt... Then you want to cry, face the great big sky
and scream out in a loud voice
that you want to forget yourself, so you can keep being who you are.
the encouraging voices of my father, my mother, and my friends
spurred on, even one so weak as myself, they gave me light
the loneliness and pain of my youth that I prided myself on
were a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams
If there's freedom to be had in that clear blue sky
I wouldn't care if these wings I'm so proud of were torn off
I began running, frantically aiming for the sky
I spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell
was 'freedom'.
with a wonderful family, and wonderful friends
these were the best days of my life, If I'm reborn
let's meet again...