Song lyrics Faking my own suicide by Relient K

So IŽve made up my mind
I will pretend
To leave this world behind
And in the end
YouŽll know IŽve lied
To get your attention
IŽm faking my own suicide

IŽm faking my own suicide
Because I know you love me
You just havenŽt realized
IŽm faking my own suicide
TheyŽll hold a double funeral
Because a part of you will die
Along with me

Wish you thought that I was dead
So rather than me
YouŽd be depressed instead
And before arriving at my grave
YouŽd come to the conclusion
YouŽve loved me all your days
But itŽs too late
Too late for you to say

Because IŽm faking my own suicide
Because I know you love me
You just havenŽt realized
IŽm faking my own suicide
TheyŽll hold a double funeral

Because a part of you will die
Along with me

IŽll write you a letter that
YouŽll keep
Reminding you your love for me
Is more than six feet deep
You say aloud that you
WouldŽve been my wife
Right about that time
Is when I come back to life
And let you know
IŽd let you know (whooaa)

I was faking my own suicide
Because I know you loved me
You just never realized
I was faking my own suicide
IŽll walk in that room and
See your eyes open so wide
IŽve been so lost
Because you know
Because you know
You will never leave my sight (you will never leave my sight)
Until the day that I die for the first time (until I die for the first time)
And weŽll laugh, yeah weŽll laugh
And we will cry
So overjoyed with the love
That saved my life
Our love is so alive