Song lyrics It's been a summer by New Found Glory

I´m cracked from my head down to my spine
Ready to Self-Destruct at any time
And I´m trying to convince myself
That the way I feel is all I have
It could take a lifetime
To realize that you´re alright

But she said
"I´d know when you would come back"
It´s been a summer

It´s burning up in here
Even though the bed is cold on your side
I´d rather die
then spend this night here without you

I would try to fix these flaws of mine
If I could just see you for one more time
Ready to self-destruct at any time
And I´m trying to convince myself
That the way I feel is all I have
I don´t believe in sure things
There´s pain in what the truth brings

I´d be the first one to know
If its smart for me to just let it go
I´ll be the laughing stock of all time
Person most likely to find
Deciding if it´s fate that made you avoid me to this day