Song lyrics Mother Of Light (A New Age Dawn) by Epica

It always put me on the edge,
To think of all the spoilt lives
Today I`m one step further
Not sure if I`ve survived myself

Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction
Whatever happens in my dreams
I know it can`t be worse than this
So I prefer to sleep

I am searching
-without vision-
For the answers in the dirt

I am waiting
-just for nothing-
For the day that I`ll be heard

You`re the sea in which I`m floating
And I lose myself in you
I am feeling these sensations
I communicate with you

I am looking
-without vision-
For a different kind of way

I am thinking
-just for nothing-
About that specific day

You`re the night so you`re the dark side
Of the day you`ll never see
You`re the past but everlasting
Can you share one day with me?

You`re the hand that I rejected
But I can`t forgive myself
I am selfish and not worthy
To think of, even to die for

Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction
Whatever happens in my dreams
I know it can`t be worse than this
So I prefer to sleep

Tomorrow, don`t know where I`ll be
I need some place to go now
So do you know the way I feel
Or shall I give up my belief?

You`re the lock I`ve never opened
â??Cause I threw away the key

I`m enclosed within my own thoughts
That will never set me free

You`re the hand that I rejected
But I can`t forgive myself
I am selfish and not worthy
To think of, even to die for

You`re the question to the answer
And without there`ll never be
Any thought in this direction
You`ve created this in me

You`re the hand that I rejected
But I can`t forgive myself
I am selfish and not worthy
To think of, even to die for

Serenity is taking over all I am, it gives me peace
And all I see are visions of my destiny
Why should I bleed and pay for the others` greed?

We consciously sign our own sentence of death
How can you go on, did you forget
What we have learned from the past?
We can`t go on killing ourselves
And with us all the rest
Why can`t you see, don`t you regret?

Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction
Whatever happens in my dreams
I know it can`t be worse than this
So I prefer to sleep
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I am alone with all my thoughts
Alone without a hope and
I lost the thing I needed most
I feel I can`t survive this fall