Song lyrics Reflections by Indirections

For so long I've hid behind the words I've said
Over and over I hear the same song in my head
These words that reached so many, lost their meaning to me
Someways I forget who I'm meant to be
These words that reached so many, lost their meaning to me
Someways I forget who I'm meant to be
I don't know how much more I can take
But it's not over yet
I feel like I'm on the edge and I'm breaking down
Why does this have to be so damn difficult?
Like I haven't tried enough
Looking at myself I wonder just how I got this far
With every single step I take, it's just another mistake to you
Some day I'll make a change
I don't understand how all this pain could fit in one chest
I guess I buried all the the memories to rest
I've been drowning with all my demons
I've been drowning I can't even breath
I've been drowning with all my demons
I've been drowning I can't even breath
For so long I've hide behind the words I've said
Over and over I hear the same song in my head
These words that reached so many lost their meaning to me
Someways I forget who I'm meant to be
But it's not over yet
I feel like I'm on the edge and I'm breaking down
Why does this have to be so damn difficult?
Like I haven't tried enough
Looking at myself I wonder just how I got this far