Translation of I Was Never Young by Of Montreal

From:

I was never young even as a child
I was never young I always felt beguiled
No I just never smiled
But you you have a glow glow from an innocence I?ll never know

Cause I was never young even as a boy
No I was never young, kindness seemed a ploy to temper or alloy
But you you have a mind full of a wonderment I?ll never find
Cause I was never young

Ever since I was a kid I?ve been a brutal basket case
Ever since I was a kid I?ve been a brooding basket case
Translate to:

I was never young even as a child
I was never young I always felt beguiled
No I just never smiled
But you you have a glow glow from an innocence I?ll never know

Cause I was never young even as a boy
No I was never young, kindness seemed a ploy to temper or alloy
But you you have a mind full of a wonderment I?ll never find
Cause I was never young

Ever since I was a kid I?ve been a brutal basket case
Ever since I was a kid I?ve been a brooding basket case