Translation of My pledge of allegiance #2 by After Forever

From:

My decision is fixed
The suitcases are packed
I´m laying the letter on the table

Tonight, I will be safe and the fears will be over
I shall outline my own way again!

I´m walking to the door
Open it and look behind for the last time

Tonight, I will be safe and the fears will be over
I shall outline my own way again!

But he´s at the doorstep - this can´t be real
He´s surprised because he notices my bags
Immediately he grabs my wrists and pushes me inside
I realise, I realise I´m lost

O no, what have you done?
What have you done?
Where is your self respect?
You´ve defiled our honour and your throth
You crossed the line

You won´t get out this time
You won´t get out
There´s no other solution
Then requite you for this insult

But he´s at the doorstep - this can´t be real
He´s surprised because he notices my bags,
Immediately he grabs my wrists and pushes me inside
While he´s reading the letter, I realise I´m lost...
Translate to:

My decision is fixed
The suitcases are packed
I´m laying the letter on the table

Tonight, I will be safe and the fears will be over
I shall outline my own way again!

I´m walking to the door
Open it and look behind for the last time

Tonight, I will be safe and the fears will be over
I shall outline my own way again!

But he´s at the doorstep - this can´t be real
He´s surprised because he notices my bags
Immediately he grabs my wrists and pushes me inside
I realise, I realise I´m lost

O no, what have you done?
What have you done?
Where is your self respect?
You´ve defiled our honour and your throth
You crossed the line

You won´t get out this time
You won´t get out
There´s no other solution
Then requite you for this insult

But he´s at the doorstep - this can´t be real
He´s surprised because he notices my bags,
Immediately he grabs my wrists and pushes me inside
While he´s reading the letter, I realise I´m lost...