Song lyrics Who I am hates who i've been by Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think Iīm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

īcause I donīt want you to know where I am
īcause then youīll see my heart
in the saddest state itīs ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. Thatīs exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that itīs the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
Iīm sorry for the person I became.
Iīm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
Iīm ready to try and never become that way again
īcause who I am hates who Iīve been.
Who I am hates who Iīve been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldnīt keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that Ill soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I cant let that happen again
cause then youll see my heart
in the saddest state its ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who Iīve been
and who I am wont take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who Ive been
cause who Ive been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
Im ready to try and never become that way again
cause who I am hates who Ive been.
Who I am hates who Ive been.